Spent some time talking to a few different people today. All who mean well, though some uplift and others only left me feeling misunderstood and even more isolated.
I only wanted to be hugged and told that everything would be all right; whether or not this is actually true or known, it doesn't matter. I only wanted someone's caring hand to rub my back and tell me they loved me.
This universe has its ways about it, and they are pretty unfathomable beyond a certain simple few basics. We bumble along and do our best with what we have, but sometimes all we can do is draw our inner strength, what is left of it, about ourselves and simply... wait.
Brussels sprouts, salad, and yogurt today. Tomorrow, maybe tofu and bell peppers. Let's see how creative and energetic I get, eh?
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